Distant Traces of Dreams

Today's entry isn't much.

This morning I had a dream. It was a scene from a movie titled NANA. Starring Aoi Miyazaki and Mika Nakashima. Written by Kentaro Otani and Taeko Asano, directed by Kentaro Otani, edited by Shuichi Kakesu. Executive producers are Kinukatsu Kondo and Kazuya Hamana; producers are Toshiaki Nakazawa and Osamu Kubota; original comic by Ai Yazawa; cinematography by Kazuhiro Suzuki; music by Tadashi Ueda and sound by Kazushiko Yokono.

On a train to Tokyo, Komatsu/nana (Aoi Miyazaki) sits next to NANA (Mika Nakashima), a budding vocalist of a rock band, BLACK STONES. They part at Tokyo Station, but they cross paths again as they compete for the same apartment. They decide to move in together despite their differences, introspective NANA and outgoing nana become firm friends.

The recently lovelorn nana wins a pair of tickets to see her favorite band, TRAPNEST, in concert and invites NANA along. NANA has reservations about seeing the band play live due to her unresolved feelings towards TRAPNEST's guitarist, Ren, her ex-boyfriend and ex-BLACK STONES bassist. The concert begins and Ren steps onto the stage. NANA sits below in the front row and her eyes filled with rears as memories come flooding back.

Anyhow, after the concert, NANA and nana returned home. Upon receiving a phone call regarding Ren, NANA fetched a cab to look for Ren at his hotel.

Ok ok ok, this is the part where my dream started. Instead of NANA and Ren it was me and my ex-fiancee. JUST LIKE IN THE MOVIE, my ex said she wants to have nothing to do with me anymore and that we are not to contact each other ever again and walked away. JUST LIKE IN THE MOVIE, I chased after her and held her hand and pulled her, she then sat on the floor and started crying, saying "I should have never come". (she hugs me here; use your imagination will ya?) Blah blah blah and they lived happily ever after. XD

Even though its been 9 months since you left me... I still want you back. Even though I said I moved on... I still wish that once again we will share our lives.

NOOOO!!!!! Its already 1:15 am... that makes it 12:15 am in Singapore?.. My entry didn't make it on time. My apologies, today was a very busy day, lots and lots of clients and I just got home not long ago... Well, whatever. I'm going to have a nice bath and go to bed. Adieu~