Thursday, April 15, 2010
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Happy Birthday Wan Xin.
How are you? I'm sure you're doing great! Found a job already? or perhaps studying in a University? Local? Or overseas? I wonder how you look now, fabulous ain't you? Dazzling should be a more fitting word. I'm sure everyone will agree with me...
Anyhow, time sure do fly by fast, terrifyingly fast... A month from now it'd be three years since. I'm sure some people will get mad at me for writing this so let me apologize to all of them first; I'm sorry, I appreciate everything everybody has done for me and I don't want to worry you guys anymore that's why I've told everyone that I already moved on and have come to terms with it. Forgive me for dragging this for so long...
Wan Xin, the chance to convey these feelings to you will probably never come around again. We are extremely far apart... I was unable to put my feelings into actions nor am I sure if i can in words.
You taught me that there's light in the sky, sediments flow in the water, the wind will bring some kind of change. Words are an edged weapon but at the same time can become a tool wrapped in kindness.
I gave up everything without knowing anything. I had abandoned everything but you taught me little by little, trying your best without giving up. You pulled my hand tightly. I wish I have met you in a different place at a different time. But I wonder if I'd be the same, it's because I failed you that I came to realize my flaws as a person. Maybe it just wasn't meant to be just as you said.
The words "I liked you", carry too little weight. The words "I love you", are too ambiguous. So I write- Thank you for saving me.
Everything that begins will end someday.
Greetings will result in partings someday.
If relationships continued forever, I wonder how happy we would be.
Because I had always loved you, because I don't want to give it up. But at the same time, I don't want to stand in your way. So, I want to settle everything with me. Facing up to it and finding my closure. I'll be moving forward from now on.
I wonder how persuasive it is coming from me... I wanted to wipe away your tears.
Anyhow, time sure do fly by fast, terrifyingly fast... A month from now it'd be three years since. I'm sure some people will get mad at me for writing this so let me apologize to all of them first; I'm sorry, I appreciate everything everybody has done for me and I don't want to worry you guys anymore that's why I've told everyone that I already moved on and have come to terms with it. Forgive me for dragging this for so long...
Wan Xin, the chance to convey these feelings to you will probably never come around again. We are extremely far apart... I was unable to put my feelings into actions nor am I sure if i can in words.
You taught me that there's light in the sky, sediments flow in the water, the wind will bring some kind of change. Words are an edged weapon but at the same time can become a tool wrapped in kindness.
I gave up everything without knowing anything. I had abandoned everything but you taught me little by little, trying your best without giving up. You pulled my hand tightly. I wish I have met you in a different place at a different time. But I wonder if I'd be the same, it's because I failed you that I came to realize my flaws as a person. Maybe it just wasn't meant to be just as you said.
The words "I liked you", carry too little weight. The words "I love you", are too ambiguous. So I write- Thank you for saving me.
Everything that begins will end someday.
Greetings will result in partings someday.
If relationships continued forever, I wonder how happy we would be.
Because I had always loved you, because I don't want to give it up. But at the same time, I don't want to stand in your way. So, I want to settle everything with me. Facing up to it and finding my closure. I'll be moving forward from now on.
I wonder how persuasive it is coming from me... I wanted to wipe away your tears.
Monday, November 2, 2009
hey!
sorry!~ i tried making the song work and make snow fall but man -.-" i'm rushing! gonna update you when i return!
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